if u read it and u dont like it...
just come and talk to me...
No need to say anything in front of other ..
What u had done we all knew...
Not only what i written in previous post only ...
Even the C girl also personal message to me and say THANKS for helping her that giving back her pure ...
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Even i knew i wrote about that bitch will cause many side effect to me ...
But this is the way i am...
i told yea i wont let any GIRLS stand on my head anymore ...
i endure for so many months ....
if i dont shout out ... IM NOT WHO IM ....
I dont care what will i deserved , i only know if im being silent ... its wont be fair for me..
I'm too kind for you all to bully ...
I being silence doesnt mean i don't know...
I just dont want to argue in wrong timing and i givin chance ....
Don't think im dumb ... you are the one who fooling yourself only ..
May be you are success , but god will let u deserved what you had done today in one day ...
If reality that me n that friend will be like this until the day i end my breath ..
i rather to shout it all thing that piss- me off ...
Because at least i got the good memories with me ...
x bro if you think we just someone who pass-by our life ...
I just wanna let you know.. for me you are not ...
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Today, i delete and untag a lot of photo between me and him ...
i though these could be erase all my memories or relationship with the friend...
But this, couldn't access because i did appreciate so much ...
Yup, appreciate and respect is in heart ... but different people.. different express for their appreciate and respect .. Just different type doesn't mean not respect or not appreciate ...
If you dont speak it out, other won't know what you are thinking ....
Although i go through my life now, don't know why i like to read back our chat logs... photos...
and some memories ..
I admit that my time was stopped at 19th August 2011 ...
But this is what i deserved because i really fault at early stage to say something hurting a true friends heart ...
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I know someone will angry or whatever after he/she read the post ...
But try to stand on my position.. my situation to think of my feeling ...
Not blaming you all just hope that understand my feeling ...
I dont care what the fuck who's fault ... who's right .... it's doesn't important now ....
那些年，我們一起追的女孩 though me a lot to let go and remember the memories we had ...
I let go not meant by im giving up ... not meant i dont appreciate or what the fuck up ...
Just i blessed from my bottom of my heart to him have a good good life ....
Else i'm just annoyed to him ...
What i can say for myself is ... im really stupid .... .....
But i will stop all these end of this year ...
Next year will be the year that i didn't met with you all ...
New year ... New life ... New friends ....
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Day 16
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