really a big disappointed family for me..
it cause me lost myself.. lost my target for my future...
i don't know what's the purpose that living in this world ..
so many thing i cant share it out ...
like what Shawn said : i always hide everything in my heart and hold it myself..
Taking all the pain alone.. But still act that im fine ..
really found out i cant stop smoking now..
it's freaking hard for me..
i will very very pek cek or cant concentrate to do anything if i dont smoke...
gai liao =.=''
I keep on cheering up myself tonight ...
but it's really a bad year for me..
sis said that the way i look for its too perfect ady.. im always look for perfect ending ... but end up disappointed...
Day 64~
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