20 June 2014
2 weeks ago, met a new friends..
The friend teach me a lot ..
Even scold me wake up ...
soon later... i found out i fall in love to this friend...
i draw a chibi photo of this friends...
thinking of this friend everyday and wish i could keep in touch with d friend...
The friend also told me that got feeling on me, but we need time to know each other ..
Recently, i wish i could meet up with this friend again ...
love to see the way she smile .... making fun with me...
WW always busy ... so i try not to disturb her when she's working ..
So i have only way to do when i miss her is read her blog ..
Listen to her song ...
But somehow, i got a feeling is im scare to start relationship to her ..
Because if anything bad happen, we break up.. we might higher chance cant be friend back ..
I feel glad that i could everyday morning call her to wake up ...
Asking her not to nua bed... wake up eat breakfast and prepare for work ..
Still remember the first time i chat with her, i told myself we are impossible and
i wont fall to her... but ..
Just a few days time ... i keep on thinking of her ...
May be that time when we chatting via messenger, i feel so warm...
There're a person willing to listen to me ...
although sometime she's quite 野蛮 ... But i dont mind ... in other way. i felt she's so cute ..
I hope i could bring happiness to this friend WW ...
But too bad she is kinda independent ...
So i don't know what action should i take ...
Few day past, i had a dinner with her...
IM really happy from bottom of my heart ...
Just only can see-ing her ... and only two of us ...
sitting inside d car... chatting ... laughing ... manja lai, manja go ...
3 years ady.. i didn't fall to anyone ..
Just to concentrate on my work and forget my painful past ...
But, now...
everytime before i slept... i called her and chat ...
i could sleep well ... seem like a very good medicine to cure my insomia ....
May be in this 3 years time.. im really lack of love ....
I wish i could write down our story .. and remember forever in my life no matter we have happy ending or not....