Thursday, February 13, 2014

4th Feb 2014 Tuesday ~

Heard some frd told me about beh he break up wif his gf ...
kinda shock after heard this news ...
Don't know why, thinking izziz he okay or not ..
So plan to ask him out to chat see see...

At night, we have d time in starbuck ...
he apologize everything to me... and wanted to friend back ...
Bcoz he don't wan to owe people anything ...
So im thinking, you apologize and dont wan owe people bcoz u scare of karma?
or u really bring out the heart to make friends...
If u just want to avoid of karma.. This jst like a selfish attitude...
You are using ur friends... to reach ur goal...
No change... like how he used me to chase a girl...

He say that i being care a lot ...
and i remind back myself ... am i ?
i rmb, in that january .... he almost everyday emo, i as a friend...
should i leave him alone ka? doesnt make sense...
only one way to explain this... is he dnt even appreciate the care...
If he dnt even appreciate... no point i forgiving him ... He dont take the lesson...

He though everyone good to him is a must ...
Sorry friends, this world wont end without you...
no one couldn't live just bcoz without you ...

Come on, be more mature ....
Don't always think urself ...
Think of people's feeling, people's situation ... and own attitude ...
Be frank, i don't want to tell u this is, many peoples come n talk to me..
saying u dnt even have friends in SM ... those who near you, jst want to have ur benefit ..
i remain silent ... I know u that xiu yea pattern wont change... i understand ...
But i still decide friend to you ...

Hope Beh this time, really take this as a lesson and change to be a better guy...
Appreciate... its not just talk on the mouth... Do it... Show it and prove it ...
Suddenly think of the moment he wanted to shake hand with me ...
im blank and dono what to do ... May be in deep of my heart, im still treating him as a friend ...
If not, i wont care a shit about him ...